I feel the need to share this with you all. I by no means am a Holy Man. You all know this. I like to joke around, have a good time, and make people smile even if it’s crossing the line. I have done many, many things wrong, sometimes to some of you. I have done things that I know one day I will have to answer for and forgiveness is all I can ask. I know I have experienced things that most have not as well. Sadly most of these are not things of joy. I have battled with demons on a level that most would not come back from. I have failed at life as a father and a man. I also know that I was lost. I had no idea of truth. I did not believe in Jesus I thought of him as a fairy tale. He started showing himself to me during some of my darkest times. I experienced death first hand as I watched myself lying in that hospital bed and when that unexplainable light came he told me he was not ready nor was I. Even after all that I still was lost. So I left Kingsport and went to live with a man that I hated more than anyone else in this world. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. He never tried to sugar coat anything or make any excuses about his absence in my life. He just wanted to know me nor did he judge me for my mistakes like I was use too and I realized and did not hate him I just hated the fact that I did not know him. I got away from the city, I got away from everyone I knew and loved. I got back in the woods, I could see the stars and the moon really for the first time I was instantly infatuated, started working on the land, and listening to the beautifullness of silence. I would go to work and as soon as I would get off I would go work at “Papaw's house”. Now he was not my Papaw he was actually Linda’s dad. He is old, hateful, lonely, but wise. Every night before I went home, I would go in and talk with him. He has studied religion on outstanding level, Old Testament, New Testament, The Hebrew Bible and more. He even had studied the history of the origin of language. He also told me that I had missed my calling in life that no one would listen to me now because the choices I had made but that I was a “watcher”. He said I know you pay attention to everyone and everything that is going on around you and he was right I always have but how did he know? I did this for weeks he would talk and I would listen. I did not always agree with what he was telling me but I never told him that. He had me in the scripture. I caught myself studying sometimes for hours at a time. Some nights I would stay up reading until it was time to go to work. Then the woods and the silence started talking and I started listening and I have slowly started to turn my life around. I am still a work in progress and I will be every day. Understand that I was as low as a human can go. I hated everything I had become. I also realized I was the only one that could change myself. Now I am not happy where I am at I still have not got my children back but I am content with who I am. I have not forgot or forgiven myself with my past but I learned it has put me where I am at and now I must accept and move on. Now the reason I have felt the need to share this with you is because I am listening and I felt I needed to. There is a lot going on in this world that is hard to fathom. I have shared some feelings on facebook that you may or may not have read but I want you to. I haven’t sleep at all the last couple weeks I have felt like God was telling me I need to do something. Ashley who I hope you all get to meet had asked me some questions on certain topics in our world and I answered without truly thinking about. This was my original response.
This is just my opinion but
what if this is what's really going on?
For a made-up military mission, Jade Helm 15 is impressively elaborate: The two-month simulation planned for this summer spans much of the Southwest, requiring special forces from four branches of the military to carry out covert operations amid “hostile” territory in Texas, Utah and part of California.
The question that Texas and other Americans are asking is why? Now I do not believe this in anyway is our government trying to invade Texas that is "silly". However it should raise a eye to us all. Why would our government be training how to handle hostile areas in our own country? Terroist? That's a joke. They may be able to take on a desert but America. Yes we know a handful can cause great devastation but there is no way they could ever come into our country and take over such a large area. Impossible the people wouldn't allow. So what are they pre pairing for?
Personally I think everything going on in our world today is a much larger plot than the common man can comprehend. Maybe our government is pre pairing for Americans to rebel against them and maybe this is exactly what our current administration wants. They are using the media to try and cause tension between us as Americans. Over blown coverage of crimes that happen everyday and have happened for years. Are we really so naive to believe that cops have just now shot maybe a innocent civilian, or that a man has killed people in a church, or that this was the first hate crime our country has had? No it happens everyday and has been. For the most part people only know what they hear.I'm sorry but can we not see they only report what they want us to hear. This is all apart for them to tear us down to where we will attack each other. They want your guns why? So you can not defend yourself.This administration does not have that much longer left so how can they create a situation to take over and continue their push for total control? Lets piss off the majority lets cause tension.They have took God out of our life for many years. Our children do not know religion. Nor do they understand it. Maybe this is all apart of their plan. Lets start a uproar a huge fight among the people. Now what do they have to do. Well they have to call the military in to set in order. Well now the country is to out of control to hold elections at this time so we are going to keep everything in line for the safety of our great Nation. I can hear the speech now. They leaked this info on military training on purpose. So as citizens you can see first hand we can not fight physically. This is all part of it, all part of the end. I really got to thinking last night about "Heritage" I have always been a proud Southern man. Stand up for the South but I did what we all should do when we have questions and I opened my BIBLE and one of the first things I came across was. We are not to have blind obedience to the government when it may supersede the Bible, God, and our own conscience. God has given civil Governments the power to establish a society to be rule justly, morally. Justified civil disobedience is allowed when the believer is commanded to do something contrary to the Word of God. The Bible permits Christians to disobey the law only when they are commanded to do evil or to turn from doing good (Acts 5:28-29). But has our country asked us to do anything that would make us individually dis obey God?.........NO....so we cannot turn to violence, we cannot! All we can do is Pray, maintain Faith, keep calm, and vote get out and make a change for the good of God and our country. Maybe they want us to react with violence and hate but we need to react with Love, Prayer, and Faith.
For a made-up military mission, Jade Helm 15 is impressively elaborate: The two-month simulation planned for this summer spans much of the Southwest, requiring special forces from four branches of the military to carry out covert operations amid “hostile” territory in Texas, Utah and part of California.
The question that Texas and other Americans are asking is why? Now I do not believe this in anyway is our government trying to invade Texas that is "silly". However it should raise a eye to us all. Why would our government be training how to handle hostile areas in our own country? Terroist? That's a joke. They may be able to take on a desert but America. Yes we know a handful can cause great devastation but there is no way they could ever come into our country and take over such a large area. Impossible the people wouldn't allow. So what are they pre pairing for?
Personally I think everything going on in our world today is a much larger plot than the common man can comprehend. Maybe our government is pre pairing for Americans to rebel against them and maybe this is exactly what our current administration wants. They are using the media to try and cause tension between us as Americans. Over blown coverage of crimes that happen everyday and have happened for years. Are we really so naive to believe that cops have just now shot maybe a innocent civilian, or that a man has killed people in a church, or that this was the first hate crime our country has had? No it happens everyday and has been. For the most part people only know what they hear.I'm sorry but can we not see they only report what they want us to hear. This is all apart for them to tear us down to where we will attack each other. They want your guns why? So you can not defend yourself.This administration does not have that much longer left so how can they create a situation to take over and continue their push for total control? Lets piss off the majority lets cause tension.They have took God out of our life for many years. Our children do not know religion. Nor do they understand it. Maybe this is all apart of their plan. Lets start a uproar a huge fight among the people. Now what do they have to do. Well they have to call the military in to set in order. Well now the country is to out of control to hold elections at this time so we are going to keep everything in line for the safety of our great Nation. I can hear the speech now. They leaked this info on military training on purpose. So as citizens you can see first hand we can not fight physically. This is all part of it, all part of the end. I really got to thinking last night about "Heritage" I have always been a proud Southern man. Stand up for the South but I did what we all should do when we have questions and I opened my BIBLE and one of the first things I came across was. We are not to have blind obedience to the government when it may supersede the Bible, God, and our own conscience. God has given civil Governments the power to establish a society to be rule justly, morally. Justified civil disobedience is allowed when the believer is commanded to do something contrary to the Word of God. The Bible permits Christians to disobey the law only when they are commanded to do evil or to turn from doing good (Acts 5:28-29). But has our country asked us to do anything that would make us individually dis obey God?.........NO....so we cannot turn to violence, we cannot! All we can do is Pray, maintain Faith, keep calm, and vote get out and make a change for the good of God and our country. Maybe they want us to react with violence and hate but we need to react with Love, Prayer, and Faith.
I answered quickly without thinking through. Ever since
then it has still been on my head. So I got back into the scripture last night
and thought about everything even things I had spoke about before. I realized
this morning this is what God was telling me that I needed to tell my family
how I feel especially my children, nieces and nephews because you need to know
the truth. I hope you all are reading this. If you are you are probably
thinking Unc or Dad has lost his mind. Honestly I am seeing clearer than I have
my whole life. So here is my real response to Ashley’s question.
I should have probably done
a better job at re wording myself. Plus I am not proclaiming my thoughts to be
true. This is just saying. When looking at the times we are in I do believe our
government is pre pairing for something. What? I don't know but maybe neither
do they. I apologize for saying this is what they want because I do not know if
it is true but I do know this. We are in the times where 4 Blood Moons all fall
on Jewish holidays. Venus and Jupiter aligned also known as the Star of
Bethlehem for the first time in 2,000 years. Not only is this star mentioned in
Matthew chapter 2 but it is also mentioned in Numbers 24 regarding cataclysmic
events. This Sept.13 is the end of a 7 year cycle in Israel known as Shemitah.
The last Shemitah 2008 we had a subprime mortgage crisis, the one before Sept.
11, 2001. I know Jade Helm is set to end Sept. 15 and Sept.28 is the final
Blood Moon and it will also be a Super Moon. Unlike the previous 3 it will also
be seen in Jerusalem for the first time. Genesis 1:14 And God said, "Let
there be lights in the vault of the sky to separate the day from the night, and
let them serve as SIGNS to mark sacred times, and days and years. All I am
saying is I believe there is about to be a major change in our world. I just
feel like I should share it with people who may not know. Jesus told His
disciples what would be the signs of the end of the age and some of them
involved signs in the heavens.
To be a "Watcher, and observe what is happening in the heavens when "unusual signs" are seen in the heavens we watch, pray and record. With the times that we live in being the way they are I just want to remind my fellow Brothers and Sisters ."Be always on the watch, and pray that you may be able to escape all that is about to happen..." - Luke 21:36
To be a "Watcher, and observe what is happening in the heavens when "unusual signs" are seen in the heavens we watch, pray and record. With the times that we live in being the way they are I just want to remind my fellow Brothers and Sisters ."Be always on the watch, and pray that you may be able to escape all that is about to happen..." - Luke 21:36
I also wanted to share with you all and tell you I love
you and I think this is a time no matter what happens in the world we need to
come together as family and friends and start living right for all our children’s
future. I am not trying to scare anyone but I know we have not been a very
religious family or people but I think now is the time. Yeshua(Jesus) told his
disciples what would be the signs of the end of the age and some of them
involved signs in the Heavens he closes commanding them to “watch” 4 times. To
be a “Watcher, and observe what is happening in the heavens” relating to the Last
Day, when “unusual signs” are seen in the heavens we watch, pray, and record.
Jesus spoke those words after he warned us of many of the events that will
happen in the end times. They are especially relevant to us today when we
consider current headline are now fulfilling Bible prophecy at an absolutely
amazing rate – which is the setting the stage for more ominous events to happen
at any time. You look at the world and hang your head in shame. It is so sad to
see mankind destroying each other and choosing this world over God. In every
aspect of life, we see the God of the universe and His creation on two
different roads. One is filled with love, patience, kindness, and salvation,
where the other is filled with hate, murder, adultery, and perversion. No wonder
our world is in such a mess. Creation is groaning for the day when the Father
will make all things new. I love you and I am sorry I wrote so much but I felt
the need to get this off my chest and I wanted to make sure your ears listen to
what I have to say.
In
nothing but LOVE,
Joshua
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